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(: [Jul. 12th, 2010|03:12 pm]
i have shifted,
ask me and i will give you the link to it.

goodbye old memories, and to those who always mis-interpret me i say goodbye to you! 


edited:

for you who think too much, i can only tell you that it's not what you think. because of your mis-interpretations, i have to leave.
and if it's making you happier i will stop everything related or even meet up. maybe it's karma to me.
i just feel that wasting our friendship is really not worth it. but what can i do?

karma karma to me. 
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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2010|05:03 pm]
[my MOOD now |awakeawake]

 
ytd manage to take sometime out to take photographs again.
the feeling is sooooo good!
thanks Grand uncle ben for lending me your D70s nikon camera.
(:
i'm so jealous with your new D300s camera!
i'm going to get one myself when i get my first pay!
thanks twinny and grand uncle for being my shifu and being so patient to teach me everything about photography.
photography is a skill that no matter how ugly or not artistic the item/object is when the photo is out it becomes a master piece.
and plus not using photo shop!

i'm a anti photoshop person!
sorry dude but if you use photoshop to me it's not the real photo already!
hahahah my own thinking.

anyway, life's been a bitch to me.
hope it gets better as it goes.
):

the WORLD CUP is ending!
today is the last day of the World Cup and it's the finals.
i'm really gonna miss watching matches, late nights outside spend with my friends screaming at the teams we support!
and i'm really going to miss meeting up with you.
):
hope i'm still that good friend to you like how i regard you as.


at least Germany is 3rd! (:
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type this in a very bad mood! ): [Jul. 10th, 2010|09:46 pm]
( HATE ME? THEN LEAVE! )
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LYING! [Jul. 9th, 2010|05:24 pm]
[my MOOD now |confusedconfused]

 why do you have to lie?
sometimes, i don't know if i should say it out to you or not.
you said you had to lie so that she wouldn't be angry,
haven't you thought that if you continue lying and that she found out she will be more angry?
i hate to see it be this way.
but i guess whoever is in your shoes will do the same thing.
however we must all remember that lying will bring forth more lies to cover up that lie.
i hope you do see this, i really doubt you do
now it makes me fearful that why ever you say to me maybe it's a lie too,
like how you are lying to her who is someone so impt to you , you can even lie to me.
i really seriously hope you are genuinely true, as good friends do not lie to one another. 
):
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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2010|03:47 pm]
[my MOOD now |worriedworried]

 oh boy, 
i miss tau huay-ing
i miss watching movies with you
i miss having to be apart from you
most imptly,
i miss you ):
do you miss me as much as i miss you? 
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(no subject) [Jul. 8th, 2010|03:37 pm]
[my MOOD now |lethargiclethargic]

 budget terminal ytd.
sat there for almost an hour.
wasn't really pissed for waiting cause i really love being in the airport.
at departure hall, you see tears of sadness, people leaving their love ones.
and hugs kisses then boarding the plane.
i think i just love the airport so muchhhh. 
saw this First officer Pilot of jel's flight.
eye candy ohhhh. :X

soccer after that walk eat talk drink alot
we bought a jug of beer and it cost 41 bucks! really expensive.
cabbed home after that.

surrounded by spain fans. 
and that octopus is really very accurate!




okay going to sleep and catch a wink now before meeting grand uncle and twinny.
tada!
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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2010|02:46 pm]
 
 
 想要放,放不掉. 我假装过去不重要, 却发现自己办不到 :(


戒不掉
戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠
 
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unwell [Jun. 27th, 2010|06:37 pm]
don't feel well this couple of days, don't know what's wrong with me.
maybe is the weather?
or the crazy football fever that is making my body cycle hay wired.
i'm supporting germany.
but loves KAKA! (:
some pictures for you: 

 
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2010|03:21 am]
life's been fast for me,
hahaha!
clark quay-ed today to watch brazil vs portugal's match.
seems like brazil missed kaka alot.

anyway life's short live it to the fullest.
sometime people have to open their ears to listen and shut their mouths and opinions up.
listening is good for you so that you can learn.
and if people are trying to help you at least take effort to acknowledge them!
don't take it for granted,
you chose the path yourself then you be responsible to it. 

when passion dies, it's a fearful thing

i re-open my wounds that i thought healed, end up hurting myself again.
crying's not going to help any more i'm not going to be weak, i will be strong so that nothing will hurt me again.
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2010|03:08 pm]
it's raining again.
when waiting at the bus stop,
i really sat there and think,
when we keep thinking that the world revolve around us,
it's actually the opposite.
we revolve around the world, trying to fit into the bizarre world.
start to think where is the pamela that had goals and aims.
maybe is the rain that give me the emo mood,
i don't know. but i keep doubting myself. ):

no matter what happens,
i don't know why but
i miss you. 
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